despite being slightly, just slightly afraid of him....... i absolutely luv luv luv CL Lai  his wittiness his thirst for knowledge his passion to teach - the same thing over and over again and still not get tired of it his dress sense - including his $3000 cuff links his overflowing self confidence his 40y/o-looking 60 y/o skin CP Lau 4 case discussion + Kwong sir as ward physician + 2 x pbl w/ CLL + bombarded by unanswered and unanswerable questions from M Ip respi rounds. it was like goin to the grammys except theyre all doctors. not to mention KN Lai for nephro OPD tmr. most breathtaking indeed. thank u professors, for giving me the extra push i needed all this time.. すみれ、負けなきゃ*今から一生懸命に～ | 
ugh i hate myself